As I look back on my posts I cannot decide to delete the whole blog and start over or keep it. It's been over a year and my life is totally different.

I come from a family of divorce and I always said I wanted to be different. I was going to be different. I can now look back at my family and at the amazing people they are and if they had problems and are not perfect I cannot admit I am not perfect as well. April 13th my divorce will be final. I don't regret my past with my ex but I can look back and do things differently the next time. I have had a few relationships since my ex and I find myself making the same stupid decisions and falling for the same assholes. Finally accepting singleness and working on myself and deciding what things I will do differently I found someone and I am happy.